Ran Over

When I originally posted, I had decided that putting my weight out there, in print, would be the push that I needed to finally stop talking about what I needed to do and actually do it. I was sadly, very, mistaken. In fact, nothing changed. I went on my merry way after about 3 weeks and I haven't done anything about it since. I have, for the most part, changed my eating habits. I don't snack as much as I used to and I try not to eat before bed. I've cut back on my portions and I've cut back on the amount of bread that I eat. There have been small changes.

What I really need to do now is figure out when I'm going to fit exercise back into my routine. Last summer it was much easier because Kailyn slept a lot more then she does now and I didn't have Mason. I've been wanting to wake up earlier and do a workout when I get up but I love my sleep too much to really push myself. It's a vicious cycle that I can't seem to break, or at least break for any real length of time. My hope was that putting it online would make me more accountable but since no one reads, that was a huge failure. Story of my life it seems. So now, with the month of August practically here and a visit from friends in October, I really really want to meet my initial goal of a 20lb loss. I know I can do it, I just can't seem to get my brain and my body to work together. And this is why I have been forever stuck at square one.