Day Two

So last night I tried the demo of The Biggest Loser game for the Kinect. Even doing the demo half assed, I burned 36 cal in 11 minutes. Josh asked me if I wanted to get it and I said yes. I'm surprised he asked because frankly, this is my umpteenth time trying videos and saying I'm going walking, etc etc. Anyway, I'm committed this time. I'm sick of being fat. I've had enough. I don't care if I'm still a big girl but I don't want to be this big. My ultimate goal is to be as big as I was when we got married. Not sure how well that will work but I know it's going to take at least a year if not more to get there. In the meantime, I'm setting small goals so that it doesn't seem so impossible.

I tried the Zumba demo and while it was fun, things jiggled that shouldn't have so it felt wrong and I declared "I'm fat" and sat down to which Josh laughed his ass off. I'd like to buy that one at some point but not right now. I can't wait to start the other one though. And I'm going to take pictures of my progress. I think if I can see it in pictures, that will really help me. So many people have been losing weight and I've just reached the point in my life that if I don't do something about it, I will be unhappy with myself forever and never get any family pics. Plus, the older you get, the harder it gets and I don't want that to happen!! So send me weight loss AND motivation vibes!! Hell through in some determination too!!