Day....Er, Start Over?! (22)

LOL so I'm not starting over. But I did forget to track over the weekend and definitely forgot to blog. Sigh. It's a really crappy week for me. You see, it's that ToM. Yes, I am pmsing and it sucks a lot because my appetite increases and my urge to snack. So once again, I am shooting myself in the foot. I went over today. Oh boy did I go over. I would have been ok had I not had a huge piece of chocolate cake. And it wasn't even very good.

But I don't feel guilty about it. I have been doing rather well with my tracking and I know that I'm going to have times where I'll slip. It's nothing to beat myself up over, it's just something that I have to shake off and remember that tomorrow is a new day. And that's exactly what I am doing. I've misplaced my water bottle again for the umpteenth time which makes it really hard for me to remember to drink water.

I've got a headache right now and terrible heartburn. I've only got one pill left and no refills. I'd like to be off them altogether but that won't happen until some of the weight starts to come off. I haven't weighed since that second time. I got way too damn depressed about the numbers on the scale. It's just not worth it. It's not worth it to dwell on it. I can change it and I WILL change it. But it's going to be slow and there will be many more bumps in the road. But it's going to happen. I just have to remember the positives. Well I'm going to get off the laptop and head to bed. The girls are sleeping so I might as well take advantage! Nite all! <3