Day 16

Not much to write about today. It pretty much went the same as every other day. Ugh why is this so hard?! I try not to be so negative on a daily basis but sometimes, it's difficult, especially when I have way too many half assed days. I keep hoping that motivation will come and kick me in the ass but so far, nothing. CURSE YOU MOTIVATION!!

I have a little black dress in my closest that I refuse to part with. I was able to wear it last August (it was a bit tight) to a friend's wedding. There's no way in hell I would be able to zip it up now. That is my motivation. I think I need to either take a picture of it and put it on the fridge and the cupboard doors or hang it up in my room so I can be reminded daily that this (part of the reason) why I'm doing what I'm doing.

June is only 4 months away. I NEED TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN!!!!!!